and i am still trying
trying to involve no one
in a misery of mine
im sorry
im indirectly neglecting
indirectly running
away from the people
whom for some reason
mean so much to me.
i know
i know this pain is too much for me to bear
i just dont want you to join in
and face my endless misery
call me ego
still i dont want you to go
and join me
cause your happiness meant my life
and nothing's gonna change that
be happy
and dont worry, if you are.
its not that i dont want you to care
i just dont want a thing of myself
spoil the happy life you now live.
need you to be there
need you to care
not to worry
and be happy
my seat's been taken.
my place is taken.
i dont know till when
but it surely hurts.
