mis a ree

i tried

and i am still trying

trying to involve no one

in a misery of mine

im sorry

im indirectly neglecting

indirectly running

away from the people

whom for some reason

mean so much to me.

i know

i know this pain is too much for me to bear

i just dont want you to join in

and face my endless misery

call me ego

still i dont want you to go

and join me

cause your happiness meant my life

and nothing's gonna change that

be happy

and dont worry, if you are.

its not that i dont want you to care

i just dont want a thing of myself

spoil the happy life you now live.

need you to be there

need you to care

not to worry

and be happy

my seat's been taken.

my place is taken.

i dont know till when

but it surely hurts.