tiring..

ohh. today's Friday the 6th of the heavenly month March, 09. ohhh...


bah today tiring amatt. early morning i received a surprise call darii sii Nabil, hehs a cousin of mine. ya bawa main bula di kebajikan. i was soo lazy but durrg cakap hey're on their way ke my crib. so mahn, appreciate what theyre trin to do so i woke up besiram, shampoo arus gigi, facewash, thats not mandi. mun mandi aii batah saya dijamban tuu. haha so yeah. pack things up and kebawah. Sii ibu buat nasi lemak but alum siap so i left menjangkau saja. namanya alum masak lai mana jua ulah. so off i go (;

then sampai di padang kebajikan, saw ramai urrg packed arah futsal courtnya. so we changed our mind. daripada ramai2 beasak, baik tkar tampat. so we end up main di rumah Abang Yus. i was soo damn tired mahn... batuk selisma lah apalah. inda dapat banyak belari. if not parai ako. haha so yeah(;

got home around 11+. mandi tarus sembahyang jumat. then balik sembahyang jumat lunch, then jalan antar my bros ECA dii PDS orr err SMSS (; then i requested arah my parents to tinggalkan saya di Hua Ho Bunut cos durrg kan kerumah Nini di Mulaut Ban 3. so yeah. they dropped me there and ciao. i was jalan2 macam sii banar di Hua Ho. cari barang untuk party esuk. however i didnt found much there so inda jadi. jalan2 lah lagi. then sudah bored, call my mum minta ambil. then yang mengambil bukan my mum but my 'Bujang Bungsu'. haha so yeah, ke rumah Nini, at 4 my mum ambil my bros and balik semula ke rumah Nini cos we had fun lahh di..kitt sana. so yeah. at 6+ we ciao.

kami ke Batu Satu ara emporium kuning atu baa. searching fr sii daddy punya ubat sal ya batukk. so found one disana and stopped ara this restaurant i dont know what. takeaway. then ciao ke rumah. makan dirumah, its nasi ayam, the food we bought tadii. abis makan, ke Giant lagii cos wanna buy sth. we went there. and i went shopping ;p alone. hehe round round smpai 8+. then balikk.

sampai rumah, on lappy and online. banyak urrg melayan. so i chatted till 1+ whch is around now. bah now i gotta do my hws. s; chem ta yang paling banyakk. shhttt. haha bah eh laterrrs.

not much to say

uhh.. didnt have much to say todayy

after 2 days not attening sch

dayyum i had two tests tadii

Statistics and Chemistry

heh dun ask me how was it

damn its tiring

left with hws and left-out chem practicals

so gotta join other class esuk for chem practical di comp lab!

surprisingly its uh...

From 1-4!!!

bah mati dangan chemist tah ku ni

eyah emo

bah eh im tired mahn

see u soon

readers (;


p.s. I Love U So
****
|;

R&B now

heyy. its a song by Joe-feel for you. post it here cos wanna share with ya all. the song is kinda nice to hear. so yeah. it feels deep inside, too. s;


I Can't Believe
That I Am Admitting This To You
Coz If You Know Me
Then You Know How Hard
It Is For Me To Say What I Mean.


Now I've Seen This On Tv
Twice In The Movies,
Never Thought That
It Could Happen To Your Homie.
Now I'm A Believer
In All The Things To Do With You Coz
I've Never Felt That


Our Love Could Be Perfect
And That's What I Feel For You
And Don't You Forget That
That You're More Than Worth It
And That's What I Feel For You
I Feel Like Ali
When He Shook Up The World
And Like Prince Felt When He Wrote
"The Most Beautiful Girl"
Your Love Is Like A Song I Love To Sing
And That's What I Feel For You


Said I've Never Been Hooked Like This
But I Tell Ya
(Girl I'm All For It)
(You I Adore It)
Anything You Tell Me That
You Need Girl I'll Get It
(I'm In It For The Long Run)
(I Swear You've Got Me On One)


I'm Gonna Ride Till The End Of Time
I'm (Witch You Witch You My Baby)
You Gotta Understand
(I Need) All I Do Is Think Of You
And I Swear
That I've Never Felt


Our Love Could Be Perfect
And That's What I Feel For You
And Don't You Forget That
That You're More Than Worth It

And That's What I Feel For You
I Feel Like Ali
When He Shook Up The World
And Like Prince Felt When He Wrote
"The Most Beautiful Girl"
Your Love Is Like A Song I Love To Sing
And That's What I Feel For You


I Need To Everybody Who Needs Somebody
To Grab Em By The Hand And
Tell Em Just Like This:
That When I'm With You
I Don't Want No One Else
You Gotta Me Feeling Better Than
I've Ever Felt


I'm Talking About Everyday (Day)
And Every Night (Night)
And When I Hold You In My Arms
It's Just Like Heaven
Nothing Feels Better
I Can't Believe It
It Took Me So Long
But I Ain't Ever Felt


Our Love Could Be Perfect
And That's What I Feel For You
And Don't You Forget That
That You're More Than Worth It
And That's What I Feel For You
I Feel Like Ali
When He Shook Up The World
And Like Prince Felt When He Wrote
"The Most Beautiful Girl"
Your Love Is Like A Song I Love To Sing
And That's What I Feel For You

I've Never Felt That...


Our Love Could Be Perfect
And That's What I Feel For You
And Don't You Forget That
That You're More Than Worth It
And That's What I Feel For You
I Feel Like Ali
When He Shook Up The World
And Like Prince Felt When He Wrote
"The Most Beautiful Girl"
Your Love Is Like A Song I Love To Sing
And That's What I Feel For You

That's What I Feel For You
That's What I Feel For You...

chubs
p.s I Love You
with all my heart
always and forever
****,
(';

When the heart says it all

only for you,
my feelings will stay this way.

Never wanna hurt you,
never will i leave you alone.

Everytime im by your side,
is when im really at ease and at joy.

Always and forever,
i dare to say it to you.

You're the reason why im smiling at the start of the day.
And i hope you know i mean it everytime that i say.

I love you always and forever,
it will always be the same.

The moment you're in pain,
i wanna be there for you.

Cryin everytime you cry
sharing laughter with you.

When I look into your eyes
i hope you know my love for you is true
stronger than imagined
higher than the sky
deeper than sea

Remember you can call me
anytime you're feelin down.

No girl can take your place
and i will never ove another girl the same way i love you

i need you
cos thats what i really need in life

You were the one i chose,
out of all the rest.

The one who i would cherish, and im puttin on my best.

Every single second that i live,
i think about you

Tell me what im suppose to do,
if you're not here

I want to be the one thats by your side through the years.
Wanna be the one whose gonnna fight away all your tears.
Replacing it with happiness and take away all your fears.

I wouldn't trade you for the world, you're all that i need.

And i love you, wit all my heart and soul till i die.

I truly need you,
you're the light in my life.
because im always gon treat you right.

my love and my best friend,
Until the day i die, i'll try to give you the world.

If loving you is wrong, then i dont want to be right.

The day we met, i cant explain the way that i felt.
Feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
If i didnt meet you, there wont be smile on my face.
everything you do make my heart beat fast or race.
Every little thing you do is just so special to me.

Everytime you smile, i cant explain the feeling inside.
Always gonna treat you good,
forever and always.

BUT........

who am i
i dont have the looks
nor quality
a girl like u deserves the best

dear ****
im sorry that i love you
this feeling is unbearable
i love you for years
now u left
and..
if you found a man of your choice out there
i want u to know this
i will always love you
with all my heart
and will always do
i wont be happy but i'll pray for ur happiness
i wanna be with you
but if ur heart says no
i'd leave
but i'll always love you
always and forever
with all my heart
****
/';

i love you and always will I';

Sometimes late at night
I think about her
I see her pictures
anything just to remind me of her
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

so all my friends out there
if theres no tomorrow for me
take care of her
for me
i love her
i really do
help her when she falls
i love her
i always do
forever and always..

(edited from the song 'if tomorrow never comes' by Ronan Keating)

from Chubs
With Love
'i love u *****'

a little update

heys. im back to blogging.. duhh... reason why? i dont know. writing notes on Facebook membuatkan saya rinduu blogging. haha so here i am. (; si lampuh, is back to business!!

so yeah. jjust a little update. err today, 2/3, nothing much happened actually. its Rafa's birthday!! and the day isnt over yet when i write this post. so yeah. heee

i didnt go to school today cos i am having a terrible FEVER! still but its gettin better. got a bruise on my right hand, after i fell off during the cross country. dayyum it's soo painful and 3 of my fingers were swollen. my parents were afraid i might get the fever from the bruise. a.k.a infection lah tu ah. so early morning around 7+ go with sii daddy ke Rimba Clinic. register and find a seat. found two for us, then sit lah. then waiting punya waiting, a last! our names were called ara the 2nd counter. then there check blood pressure lah apa lah. the nurse called me alai. ehhh. aint i too big fr that? heh. te alai alai ani wahh. haha then everything okay, then tarus ke bilik dr. skajap ahh service nya tapii awal awal, bekulat menunggu. haha. masuk, explain evrything nananana then abiss. ambil ubat. then datang my mum. heh. rupanya kan bawa makan.. cheh~

we went to Khaz Corner di Rimba Complex. i ate Kolo Mee sama Hot Milo. nada green tea ahh. then after that balik. makan ubat. then tidurrr.. cos the ubat effectnya bari ngantuk. so apa lagi, tidurlahh. haha thats it fr today. its 5.30 in the afternoon now so yeah, maybe krrg lagi update or, indaa. ahahaha depends ;p. aights laterr thenn, (;

Chubs

p.s. I Love U
u know who. (;

A Country Song

its a song by Joe Nichols, i'll wait for you. i bet most of you know how my story is and this one didnt look like it but it feels like it. get it? im willing to wait for her. no matter how long it takes. and this song seriously made me cry. feels deep inside. try hear the song then read this. to you, the one i love, i'll wait for you.. i love you.




The snow in Montana was three feet high
The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights
And so he called her on the telephone
He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home

And she said: I'll wait for you
Like I did last year
At Christmas time with your family here
And your truck broke down out in San Antone
And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville
Talkin' to the one he loves and always will
His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone
Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home
She says: I'll wait for you like in '68
When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait
Until his dad gets here and stands by my side
Remember, Dear, our son's first cry
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

He didn't stop all day to eat a bite
And he finally got there around midnight
The doctor said, she's in a better place
She said to give this you this note just in case

And it said, I'll wait for you at Heaven's gate
Oh, I don't care how long it takes
And I'll tell Saint Pete I can't come in
Without my love and my best friend
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you
P.S. I love you, too
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

)';
chubs