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okay

assalamualaikum...

selamat hari raya....

i have less than a month to..

nevermind

pheww im nervous.

0kay ive got something to tell and, antahah

you can say im stupid, you can say im a jerk. im both of 'em. honestly, i decided to leave. i know, i know. ive wasted some part of my life. wait i'll calculate

im 17 years and 2 months old. okay ive waited for err.. 5 years? which is 60 months.

17 years and 2 months makes a total of 206 months. so...

60/206 X 100

=29.1%

so.. i've bet 29.1% of my life. to know shes happy out there, really happy, its enough for me. well i should know i can never be someone in the slot of her heart. shes happy and i should be happy too. the reason why is yet unclear for you guys, i know. its okay. i know ive waited for long and i should know what she meant for my wait is me to move on. shes happy out there, and im happy for her. painful? yes but you may never know whats ahead of you.

dont worry. im okay and im happy. and indeed, honestly, i just realise......

(refer to my post 'a story to be told')

if you get what i mean there, you should know what happened to me.

now im neutral.

empty.

hollow.

well im still filled with fats and all. duh~

im just saying, i just realise.

what really happened in the long wait.

shes there and i just couldnt realise.

-buls

p.s. im sorry, im the reason for your downs.

i have 2 boxes and there are 2 kittens in it but only 1 will win the heart, and nil will be left out.

eye loft vu